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Monday, December 21, 2009
~beautifulangel~
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Saturday, December 19, 2009
Its how you learn from your mistakes!!
my mistakes make me a stronger person. and give me more reasons to fight for something i truly want in my life. and now i really will fight all the way!!
Sunday, December 06, 2009
How do i live without you??
The love we have inside of us, is so strong that its so difficult to break. People do stray away from the path, but it takes loads of strength and courage to come back and make it a better way. I know we can be that and even better actually. People can read this in many different ways that they want to, but its all comes down to us and how we make the best of everything.
I have that faith that we can get pass this, and we will fall even more in love with each other. We just have to take time to let things heal and for the true feelings to surface once again. I know its very difficult but we can do it together! I know I am yours forever! I will be here waiting and loving you still.
I only wanna be with you and I really hope that you know that. No one can ever replace your spot in my heart and life. That place will always be for you to return to. It will always be waiting for your return. I cant live without you dada. I will work harder for this and I promise that we will get through this together.
Baby, I love you. Please say you love me too..
I have that faith that we can get pass this, and we will fall even more in love with each other. We just have to take time to let things heal and for the true feelings to surface once again. I know its very difficult but we can do it together! I know I am yours forever! I will be here waiting and loving you still.
I only wanna be with you and I really hope that you know that. No one can ever replace your spot in my heart and life. That place will always be for you to return to. It will always be waiting for your return. I cant live without you dada. I will work harder for this and I promise that we will get through this together.
Baby, I love you. Please say you love me too..
Wednesday, December 02, 2009
heavy heart
i am happy, but my heart is quite heavy. its just that some things are bothering me and i hate having this feeling. arghhh...i wish the feeling can just go away and not come back..i really do not know what the hell it is.
maybe its a feeling that i know i am not coming home to the person i have been coming home to for the last 2 years. and i will be missing that so much. maybe its the lonely feeling that burns inside of me. trying to adapt to a new situation and all.
but its alright, more reasons for us to get out asses out of the house and meet each other to spend time. rather that sitting and home and 'spending' time with each other. so much for all of that. i guess i just need to try to adapt to all of this quickly so that i can get pass all of this.
maybe its a feeling that i know i am not coming home to the person i have been coming home to for the last 2 years. and i will be missing that so much. maybe its the lonely feeling that burns inside of me. trying to adapt to a new situation and all.
but its alright, more reasons for us to get out asses out of the house and meet each other to spend time. rather that sitting and home and 'spending' time with each other. so much for all of that. i guess i just need to try to adapt to all of this quickly so that i can get pass all of this.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Things just gets worse
Sometimes how much you try and do, things just remain the way they are. You cannot fix back a broken mug. The cracks will still remain even after glueing it back together!
It sucks but sometimes it's just like that. It does not matter how hard u try, it just keeps coming back. I really don't know what to do anymore. Like I said I know I was the one who hurt you, BUT how far must I go?? How hard must I try?? If you can't even change how you are thinking..
Sigh!! It's really difficult to go through all of this. You cannot see across what you have right infront of you and you just wait also. I cannot be doing things every single time.
It sucks but sometimes it's just like that. It does not matter how hard u try, it just keeps coming back. I really don't know what to do anymore. Like I said I know I was the one who hurt you, BUT how far must I go?? How hard must I try?? If you can't even change how you are thinking..
Sigh!! It's really difficult to go through all of this. You cannot see across what you have right infront of you and you just wait also. I cannot be doing things every single time.
Friday, November 20, 2009
Better to let go.
Its so much better to let the heartache and bad feelings go, rather than keeping them in and making yourself feel worse than you already are. I learnt that a hard way though. BUT I am glad I did learn that now than never!!
I am pushing away all the bad feelings and thoughts and looking forward. I am very happy that I can let go now.
Thnak you for helping me move on. Thank you for helping me let go!! =)
I am pushing away all the bad feelings and thoughts and looking forward. I am very happy that I can let go now.
Thnak you for helping me move on. Thank you for helping me let go!! =)
Monday, November 16, 2009
Why?
I sit here in my bed, thinking of all our happy times together. I miss all of those times where we were just carefree and being who we really are. I miss all our open talks where we do not need to think if we are saying something wrong or if people would think differently.
Now, things have changed quite a bit and I really don't know if it's ever going to be back the same. I just know that we need to work hard to make this work and so everything to keep this alive. Am I the only one who is feeling like such?? I really dont know but I don't think anyone knows what is going through this head of mine.
I really hope I straighten up thoughts out before it's too late. I really hope I get things in place so that future will look good and happy. Cause tts what I want, to be happy and in love. Which I am now!!
Thank you so much for always being there for me. I love you always and that will never change. Muacks =)
You will always be in my thoughts. I need to sacrifice certain things in life!!
~beautifulangel~
Now, things have changed quite a bit and I really don't know if it's ever going to be back the same. I just know that we need to work hard to make this work and so everything to keep this alive. Am I the only one who is feeling like such?? I really dont know but I don't think anyone knows what is going through this head of mine.
I really hope I straighten up thoughts out before it's too late. I really hope I get things in place so that future will look good and happy. Cause tts what I want, to be happy and in love. Which I am now!!
Thank you so much for always being there for me. I love you always and that will never change. Muacks =)
You will always be in my thoughts. I need to sacrifice certain things in life!!
~beautifulangel~